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Deathwarden Ianthe Tridentaruis ([personal profile] princess_of_ida) wrote2030-05-28 06:33 pm

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Three for the gleam of a jewel or a smile.



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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It's bone.

Human bone.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ alina looks down at aleksander's corpse. ]

I haven't figured that out yet. Does it make a difference?
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
It's too dangerous to leave lying around.

[ it's nothing personal. she tells herself this, at least. she's not feeling sentimental for aleksander or protective of his dignity beyond the practical need for her to defend herself against him, to be able to fight him, to be able to undo what he did. she's just making sure no one else winds up with that power, either.

she crouches beside him, wiping bloodied hands on his pants and then clearing sweat from her brow.
]

What do you think is easiest to


to remove
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a knife.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I wasn't asking you to.

[ she would have appreciated it, though. some part of her wants it. her hands shake around the knife as she tries to figure out how to handle it, how to approach her grim task.

she sets it aside for now, holds out her hand and sends up a light. a tiny little globe of sunlight.
]

I made a light. Can you see it?
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't decided.
Trying to pull out a piece of his spine sounds like it's going to make me sick.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a lot of that going around. scarring her in ways that she didn't think could scar, changing her into something unrecognizable. she's yet to transform into a monster physically, but already, she feels monstrous. ]

I stabbed him.
Sort of around the ribs.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
On top of him.
It was fast.
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(cw: corpse dismembering)

[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay.
Okay, I can do that.


[ this is what she tells herself, at least, as she regards his body. it's easier to picture being able to break off his clavicle in her hands than trying to use a knife to somehow saw through bone.

she starts with the knife, cutting under his clavicle, because she has to be able to get at the bone. his body has already lost some of its heat by now, which makes the whole affair even more uncanny, and she takes no joy in the task. blood leaves her hands slippery, and as she realizes that even cutting him open will still necessitate reaching inside of his body, she resolves herself to making more cuts, to cleaving open flesh and muscle to expose the bone instead.

it feels somehow more morbid this way, now that she's doing it, but the reality is that there's no 'less morbid' here. she is desecrating his corpse to steal his bones, all so that she'll be able to kill him again if she has to. when she has to. and maybe kill what piece of himself he's left behind in ravka, too.

she closes her blood-slick fist around his clavicle once it's exposed and pulls, bracing her knee on his shoulder. she's not especially strong, alina, but the bone isn't especially thick either. her hands slip off at first, but when she yanks like she really means it, the bone cracks. splinters.

it comes away in her hand.
]
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the second — harvested on account of ianthe's professed need — is easier, thanks to her advice. alina digs the knifepoint into the cartilage as she cuts around the bone, and it breaks off easier in her hand.

she leaves both on his bare chest and sits against a nearby tree, trying to stop herself from shaking.
]

It's done.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she looks over at ianthe when she arrives and only then notices that she's been crying. alina sniffs, starts to wipe her cheeks on her knuckles, only to notice that there's blood there too. every part of her hands has become stained by it. looking down at them, this realization seems to be what tips her into speechlessness. she opens her mouth, searching for the right greeting, but nothing comes.

instead, finally, she just pushes away from the tree and turns herself towards ianthe, burying herself in the other woman's arms, clinging to her. she doesn't deserve that comfort, but she seeks it anyway, feeling simultaneously frail and monstrous.
]
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-28 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I had to do it.

[ she's still shaking against ianthe, clutching at her ribs. ]

You understand, right?
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[personal profile] sunmon 2023-09-29 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
We ran into each other, and it was like before. All I could think about was making him hurt, making him pay.

[ she'd known she would need to do this eventually. it was the only place this was all going to end. but she hadn't been ready. she hadn't really wanted it. she certainly hadn't wanted it like this.

she sniffs, shaking her head, drawing back.
] The Duchess is going to bring him back. If I'm not stronger when it happens, I won't stand a chance. It won't matter why I did it.

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it's ok i figured it out lol!

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